I envy, I hate, I feel

I envy so much.
I hate so much.
I hate these humans,
Their existence sickens me.
They cheat, they lie.
They care of nothing but themselves.
How I wish I could destroy them.
Get rid if them all!
Every last one of them gone!
Oh how I detest the human race,
They are disgusting creatures that don't deserve to live.
Oh how I wish I wasn't human...
But since I am, I hate.
I hate myself, not for what I've done but for what I am.
In my visions I am relieved.
All my troubles gone.
All those humans gone, including me....
Till then I will hate.
Some more then others.
And few I will love.
Those few who deserve to live.
I'm not one of those though.
Death will welcome me one day.
One day...