He said it was because he couldn't forget about his ex.
Of course he wasn't telling the truth.
I thought it wouldn't effect me...
I was sure wrong about that.....
He hasn't talked to me since then.
He hugs me now and then...But I know he doesn't want to.
Why would he anyways?
I don't understand why I'm obsessing over this guy in the first place.
He doesn't even want anything to do with me.
I guess I just can't help but like him.....
How foolish I am.
To ever think, a guy like him would like a girl like me.
Such things are impossible.
He has a new girlfriend now.
But he always has a new girlfriend.
I guess I was just another person.
Maybe I should just ignore what I feel.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I don't know what to do anymore.
Sometimes I just wish I could escape.
I just know this,
no matter what happens,
I'll keep having hope for something.
[I'd rather be hated for who I am, Then to be loved for what I'm not.]
