I don't know why
But something is bothering me.
Maybe because I keep comparing myself,
I always tend to compare myself to others.
But I never see myself better then the person I compare myself to.
I just don't see myself better then anyone.
I am of the average or less then average type.
I can't make someone happy,
I can't do something better then another person.
My skills are useless and unneeded.
So what's the point of going?
All these thoughts run through my head.
I can't even convince myself I'm worth something.
Maybe even dirt is worth more,
I know dirt is worth more,
Because dirt is what nature needs to thrive.
I wonder if I'll ever be needed.
Maybe I won't be as important as dirt,
But anything is better then nothing?
Or is nothing really what I am?
I just want to laugh and be happy.
Why is it so important to me to be needed?
Why do I always want to be better then others,
Knowing I could never be as good as anyone.
I guess my mind lies to itself...
[I don't have time to care about such silly things]
