I got sad today for no reason.
Weird I know, but that's me...
I feel like no one understands me but Gabie and Kenny.
I'm so happy I meet them. They both makes me happier.
But everyone else ignores me or acts like me and that just makes things worst.
Oh well right? I just have to handle it and ignore them bad.
But I can't I am not that kinda person.
Sometimes I wish I could just disappear, But I don't because I'm to weak.
I'm a very worthless person.....
I have been having a hard time with my honors English project.
It's a drawing thing so it should be easy for me but medieval times is not my thing.
I am having a real hard time and my partner isn't helping out.
Not because he's mean but because I can't find the courage to talk to him.
See how useless I am...Can't even talk to my own partner.
I think the problem is that I like him.
But like always he doesn't like me. But this is my opinion not like I really know.
No one ever likes me anyways....
I wonder what I am even good at.
Nothing I guess....Oh well.
I wonder why life is starting to get so hard for me.
I thought everything would be easier sooner or later.
But I thought wrong.
It's okay though, need a wake up call.
I can't live in a world that I think "one day Esme you will be happy".
I know that day will never come....
I am that worthless.
How sad I sound like a depressing person...
How stupid to think in such a way.
I guess I am just thinking the truth.
Life isn't a happy place anyways.
[I wish I could have lived in my wonder land just a little while longer.....]
