!!!!!!HUG ME!!!!!!

Hugs Make People Happy!!! =D

 School is getting better for me!

But I still hate it....

I guess its all the writing and memorizing.

Or maybe its just the kids!...



Hm...but then again they make school kinda fun.

Well that's some of them...

The others kinda just suck to me.....!

Well enough about boring school!

Time for unnecessary useless crap!... [:

Like............PUDDING! 

Wait....no that's useful.....

Hm...Cookies?....
No that's very necessary! D:

Ok...hm.....I KNOW!
LOVE?! Deep Emotion For Another?! hm...never mind!

FEELINGS!
That's a good one...

Feelings just get in the way..

That's why people get sad.

Or worst fall in love!...

But if we had no feelings then life would be boring.

But how would we know if we couldn't feel!?

I just confused myself!!

Halloween is awesomeness!! 

...It's when the ghost come out to play!...

 

Rage Against War Robots!

[more crap soon...maybe?]

Random Sadness

Omg! I'm in the mood to write blogs again!

Well a lot has happened since I last wrote........

I think about maybe 3 main things has happened to me.

Main Change One 

I found out I have Depression.....

Which sucks badly!!!! 

I don't see how I have depression.

I'm usually never sad.....I guess.

Well I don't believe I have depression.

Because to be depressed is to be sad ALL The Time.

Oh well.....

Main Change Two

I now take.......PILLS!! medication.

Yeah I shouldn't be happy about that....

But it does kinda help me out....I think?

Well I won't over dose! [:

Main Change Three

I keep having weird feelings and thoughts....

Like I remembered "Him" Today....

I don't ever want to remember "him" again!..

Then there's the feelings.....

I think it might be jealousy or maybe envy...

But Of Who?!!?!!

Well I guess that's mainly all that's new with me....

Never Give Your Number To Weird People.....

You Won't Know When Or If They Will Ever Leave You Alone!!

[more crap tomorrow]

No Blogs For Some Time!......

I'm Not Going To Write Blogs 

For Some Time Because I......
.....Don't Feel Like It.....

I will start writing again soon...

I think.....

The world is a weird place....
I find it funny how we,
Can Believe all its Lies....

Till next time.......

Damn Emotions.....

I Hope Love Just Dies!!

[more crap when I feel happier...]

Silver Chains

Tuesday......not so bad.

It was boring.

I was tired.

Still for some reason hate life....

But yeah I keep living!

School sucked I guess.

It was hot all day.....

But I got to wear a cool chain 

So that's one good thing.

People are starting to irritate me!

I don't know why.....

And my nerves have gotten out of control....

Not such a good day.

Oh well....life keeps going right?

Damn....I keep getting bored every 5 minutes!

I need to find a hobbie or something.

Candy Is Sweet And Yummy.....

Why Can't You Be More Like My Candy??......

[More Crap Up Later...Maybe]

Akward Day

Monday was mix match day!

It was super funny looking at those people.

Of course I didn't participate.....

Because I'm lame!!

Damn me and my lameness!!.....

The day went normal other then that.

Someone asked my zodiac sign.

I'm a Scorpio!

Scorpios Rule!!!

Anyways I am having trouble in my humanities class....

Both english and history.....

Damn I'm stupid and lame!!!

How suckish!!

The students in my spanish class all suck!!

I am tired of that guy harassing me!!...

I did my spanish project On AHP!!

It looked awesome!

GO RUSSIA!!!

School is so stupid.........

I wonder why we need it...........

[useless crap up later]

Lazy Writer

I will be skipping Friday!

On Saturday and Sunday nothing happened.

Everything was mostly boring and the same.

Watched a movie got on the computer...

Problems With Family, Stress with life.....

The such..anyways I have been thinking of my Future!

Weird Huh?! I know I'm shocked too....

So yeah I don't plan to kill myself!

That's good right?.....

Well yeah I have found at least 4 things I want to be.

Career Choices So Far

• Game Designer            
  
• Computer Programmer 
  
• Graphic Creator           
  
• Doctor                        
  

The last one is weird right?

Yeah I know!.....

But those are the options that I got......

But I'm still thinking.

I don't have much good skills.....so yeah.

I don't have much hope for a good future.

I'm sure I will do fine!

I guess......Oh well.

Time will tell....I think.

Cookies Are Addictive!

[more crap in some moments]

Life Is So Slow....

I will be skipping the details of yesterday..

So I shall tell you about today.

Day started normal.

I wanted to sleep much more in the morning.

I got ready went to school.

Went to class.

Got an F!!!

That terrible!

I Cant Believe I Got An F!!!!

I am so disappointed with myself...

I must try harder.. 

I can't give in so easily!

I can't fail humanities!

Ahh! school makes me sad....

Must be all the stress and weird/mean people...

well once school was over with I came home.

Waited to get on computer....

But fell asleep in 5 minutes.

I was really tired!

Turns out I slept for 5 hours.

I went to sleep with gum in my mouth.....

But I can't find the gum...

I hope its not in my hair!

That would be awful...

Well my day started out crappy....

But it got better as it went on.

I got some good advice from a "Friend".

Ha! I don't know why that's quoted!...

Anyways.....Try to be happy.

And not live a miserable life!

Emeralds Are Red....

And Rubies Are Green.....

[More Crap Up Later]

ʎɐp spɹɐʍʞɔɐq [backwards day]

On Wednesday I didn't go to school.

I just didn't feel like it....

I know I should have gone but whatever.....

Well I spent the morning sleeping...

and then went on with my day.

After that we had this thing at my school to go to...

So even though I didn't go to school I still went to school.

Which is very weird to me!

I had homework that I didn't even understand.

And didn't go to sleep till 1 am.

I find it odd that my day went in reverse.....

But I guess things like that happen sometimes.

I met my counselor and realized that I will be seeing him a lot....

I am emotionally  unwell.....

We had Chinese food after that.

It was good!

I guess my day was Okay...

It usually is.



 

Not Everything Is What It Seems......

But Its Not What It Appears To Be Either...... 

[More Crap Up Later....I Guess]

I Love.......CANDY!!!

Today was um..... Boring?

Meh it was Okay I guess.

 I did what I normally do everyday.

Went to class.

Well more like waited for the freaking teacher to come!

She was LATE!!!.....

I don't understand how a teacher is late.

Anyways after that I had History. [Humanities]

This is my Favorite class!

I Love History!

But only because the history teacher is so funny!

Anything Funny I Love.

I hate it when people are so serious....

[I'm sad like half the time so I Love laughing]

After that I had English [Humanities]

Then Lunch....I ate AGAIN today.

Which is even more shocking to me...

After that I had Physical Science, Spanish 2, Choir, and Algebra.

Then Finally I went home!

I was tired for most of my day. [Like usually]

Oh yeah and I got a new nickname.....

It's........um.............E!

I guess I'm a vowel now.....

That's weird to me.

I plan to watch the movie Gamer soon...

But I don't know if I will.

Oh well I have other movies to watch.

I feel like I'm forgetting something.......

I wonder what it is.

Maybe I'll remember later.

What the world really needs is.........

More Love and less Paper Work!!!

[More Useless Crap Up Later]

I Forgot!!!!

Today was an interesting day!

I had lunch!!! 

Which is very shocking to me.

Well anyways it started out normal.

I was very sleepy.

I got on the computer in the morning.

No one was on.

Read to my self some stuff.

Went to school.

Felt like I was in my Pajamas all day!
 I guess I'm not use to not wearing skinnys.

It felt nice!

But I kept wanting to go to sleep....

Anyways after school I came home.

Talked to friends.

And other stuff.

I can't remember half the stuff.

I Have Bad Memory!....

Hm.....Oh yeah!

I finally made my hair look awesome!

So that's a good thing in my life.

I guess..........

I feel a sudden depression coming....

 This isn't good!....

Must think happy thoughts!

I can't be depressed.....

Not now anyways. 

Damn It!!!

Life Has Many Mysteries.....

But Only Few Are Worth Finding.....

[More Stuff/Crap Up Later]

Writers Block.........

Lately I haven't been able to write....

 I guess I have writer's block or something.

I don't know...

This shouldn't be a problem...

Because I'm suppose to talk about what happens in my life.

Which is........NOTHING!!!

That's were my problem starts....

Since nothing happens in my life.

I guess I don't have much to write about.

That's why I have to think of other crap!!

Like feelings and other stupid things.

But to do that I must.....Think!

This is going to be very annoying...

But oh well I guess...

I shouldn't complain!!

This is what I want to do......

So I should do it!!!! 

But for the mean time.....

I will be thinking of cool crap to talk about!

This might take some time....

Damn it!

I hate waiting!!!

 Well I hope this writer's block goes away soon...

[more random crap up soon]

(maybe)

Topic Is.............LOVE!

Before I start talking about Love...

Let me tell you about my day.

I know sounds boring right?

But I have to talk about my feelings here.

[I Explained This In Blog 1]

Well my day was boring.

Thank god its Friday!

Nothing much happened.

Just went through the day.

Then passed out when I got home!

It was a good nap!...

Okay now time to talk about Love....

What is it really?

Is it just a feeling?..

How do you know its real Love??..

All these questions and no answers..

I believe love to be fake Real.

But from personal experiences...

I really don't want to be in love...

Just thinking about letting someone have your heart

And feelings just makes me want to die think.

[I guess I can put it that way]

I wonder who thought of love.

How they described it.

And most importantly how to avoid it.

I figured that the last one was hard to do.

But any thing is possible...Right!?

They say love makes you feel Amazing...

I think it just makes you feel Sad or Depressed..

It's what I feel most of the time.

Other then loneliness but that's another story.

Well back to topic.

I found out there is more than one love.

Yeah I know that makes no sense...

But I mean there is:

Friendship Love, Family Love, And Love Love.

There might be some others but I don't know.

But yeah I don't understand what the difference is.

How do you know your in love?

Do you just think it or is there a feeling...

What if the feeling isn't Love?..

This whole love thing is confusing!!

But for some reason its widely known...

Life's weird like that I guess...

Love Is Something You Feel....

Not Something You Make....

Hm...that makes no sense to me!!!!!!

Oh well maybe I will..

Understand what "Love" is...

One day!!

[More Random/Useless Crap Up Later]

The Thursday I Can't Remember

Okay on Thursday.....

Well I really can't recall what happened. 

But I do know it was a boring day.

So in this blog I will talk about Random Crap!

Yay for random crap!!

Well I have been thinking of starting a new mode.

For those who are confused.....

I mean live a new way of doing things.

I have modes!

Happy mode, Depressed mode, Bored mode, etc.

So I have been thinking of adding a new mode.

I call this mode.......

Spanish mode!!!

Basically this mode is just Spanish.

 I speak spanish.

Write in spanish.

And even think in spanish.

This mode can't be used  in school sadly! 

Because my teachers are too lame to learn spanish!....

I don't know when I will activate this mode.

but so far it's being tested!

With my friend Kairi. [I calls her that] 

So far it's Okay.....

But my spanish spelling sucks!!!

Must not use english letter sounds for spanish words!!

While that is in what I like to call....

Testing Mode

I will be in my english mode..

Because its the only other language.

Other then spanish that I know.

I must learn German!!

So then German Mode! can be made!!

Languages I must learn are:

Swedish

German

Japanese

French 

Russian

Dutch

[Some Others I Can't Remember]

Well That's All For Now.

Hope You All Die Miserably Live Happy!

Did You Know Since Most Living Things 

Are Corban Based They Can Be Turned Into Diamonds?! 

[More Crap Up In Some Minutes] 

 

Emotionless Morning

This morning I woke up feeling nothing...

I wasn't tired or happy.

I was just awake I guess.

Well anyways I had to deal with my hair this morning.

It sucked!!

I tried to straighten it and it just got puffy!!

I went to school with uneven hair....

School was Okay I guess..

Nothing happened.

The Teacher talked about consequences and such.

People dieing and people killing.

Boring Stuff.....

 

I Believe people thought my hair was weird.

Maybe even funny.....

But I Don't Care!!!

They can die for all I care.....

My hair is okay.

It could be better but whatever....

Must learn how to straighten my hair better.....

Life Was Given To You....

But It's Not Like You Asked For It.......

[More Crap Up Later]

Weird Tuesday

Tuesday was strange....

I got up and didn't feel well.

So I didn't go to school!

 So far so good.

I slept for like 5 hours more.

Got up because my brother was yelling.

He left the house.....

So I was home alone!!! 

For the rest of that morning I got on the computer.

Tried my best not to talk to "him" but it didn't work.

And Like Normally "he" Forgot about me!!!

I don't even know why I talk to the dude......

Well anyways after that I had to go out.

[mom forced me too]

We went to do the laundry.....

It was boring!!

But I did get to go to the store.

I bought some nail polish and hair dye!!!

After that my mom went to get her hair cut.

I got my hair cut too.......

I was hoping for a different look but....

My hair turned out really short!!

Not super short just short...

It looks okay when straightened I guess.

I'll just ignore my awful hair..!

Ninjas Can Kill You And You Won't Even Know It......

Until Its Too Late.......

[More Crap Posted Later]